tiistai 13. toukokuuta 2014

Endurance (GoT mild spoiler alert)

I believe there is a limit to how much one can endure both physically and mentally. When this limit is crossed, a phase begins; for physically broken it is the phase of losing oneself and letting go of all you knew before, of all you ever loved. For the mentally broken it is another matter, for the mentally broken will first turn spiteful in their tearful wording, throwing threats and spiteful curses. For the mentally broken there is also the next phase, the second phase where you give up everything and throw your last hope away; give yourself to goddess' fragile arms and wish for the best. At this point.... You don't care anymore. It's over.

I wish I had killed Joffrey.

Have you ever been pushed over these limits ?  If you watch Game of Thrones or if you have read the books, you'll know that Tyrion Lannister goes through the mental breakdown where Theon Greyjoy goes through the physical one. I believe them to be true. I believe this is what truly happens to people that are pushed over their limit of endurance. I have experienced the mental bit once as I was left by my ex. I'm just happy it didn't last for it is exhausting business... Despite Tyrion and Theon being fictional characters; I still feel sorry for both of them.

maanantai 5. toukokuuta 2014

Please stop it....

Gods.... I hate it when people break promises. If you PROMISE something - keep it or don't promise anything at all. It's not that hard. Really. Because what you do when you break a promise is - you disappoint whoever you made that promise to - AND you will also have lied to that person. Do it multiple times and she or he will never trust you again.


DON'T DO IT.

sunnuntai 4. toukokuuta 2014

Sad but true

I know I've been slacking a lot in writing these blogs for the past month or so. I don't exactly know why. I'm kind of feeling sad at the moment after I watched this poem thing that someone had pasted on facebook: http://sfglobe.com/?id=637&src=share_fb_new_637

Yes.... You should watch it. It is very much true. Sad but true. Even though I don't think I'd find any more friends or loved ones by talking more to random people and asking directions. No. I've tried. Believe me. <--- Those famous words that I have to get back to  at some point.

Anyway, I will try continue my blog writing again. I have the entrance exams coming up and I also kind of want to get to gold and I have these people interested in me.... I'm a little confused. I just want back to London so I can chill.